"It sure made me think, 'Oh, hell, what did I do to myself? What did I put myself through?'" Kubiak said. "It probably made me realize that I was doing some things that weren't very smart, personally. I think I learned a lot from that standpoint, but that's our nature, that's what we do. We're coaches, and you give it everything you have to put people in situations to be successful. It got very difficult there, and I should have handled it a lot better, but I did what I did."