"When you play 400-something games at one level, you're getting into Crash Davis territory," Joseph said, referring to the career minor league catcher played by Kevin Costner in the movie Bull Durham. "And being a catcher, some of the guys called me Crash. It was funny for a little bit, but after a while, you're like this is not how I envisioned my career and getting older and older. I felt like I was playing well, and then nothing happens. And you really have to think, 'Is this really what I want to do, need to do, should be doing, what I'm being called to do?'