When I remember now the love we shared,
The tenderness with which we used to reach
one another when the moment flared
Into a passion that consumed us each;
When I remember all the sweet concern
That sheltered us from angry wind and storm,
The loyalty that steadfastly did burn
To keep our hearts and spirits ever-warm;
When I remember all of this, it seems
Like some hallucination I have framed
That has the essence of dim, distant dreams
Where all that was is nothing as proclaimed --
And so much does this feeling wear me out,
That I who know it true, begin to doubt.