Suddenly, I recognized it. I opened my eyes as I remembered it was one of my favorite songs. I even remembered the one karaoke night when I sang it to my husband. Then, I started crying. I finally cried. I'd been trying so hard to be strong for my family, I'd held my feelings back, all the tears and the frustration. I was finally letting everything out in the darkness of my room, alone, as I laid on my hospital bed.