Jean asserts in the beginning of this hour, "This is not just a story. This really happened." Watching her recount how her mind began "vomiting up" memories, as she put it, really drives home just how such systemic childhood abuse operates to erase and rewrite a child's personality and innate self. That reprogramming can last for decades, until one day, it simply can no longer contain the weight of those secrets. The tape crackles, ruptures, and finally fails completely, and it all pours out.