When you lose someone you love to suicide, there's no time for goodbye. There's no "I love you," no "I'm sorry," nothing. Justin made this choice to end his pain, to leave behind not only us, but also his daughter, Michelle. What drives me to run harder, faster and farther is the fact that certain people will never understand. Just because the services are over and the cards stop coming in the mail, some people believe we should be "moving on."