Every night when she goes to bed, Laura Amy Schlitz prepares to take flight. She lies on her back, left leg doubled beneath her, and her arms thrust outward in the shape of a V. Her position is testament to the power of an intense desire to trump physical comfort.
"I was fascinated by fairies when I was growing up, and I wanted to see one dreadfully," says Schlitz, the longtime Park School librarian, children's author and winner of the 2008 Newbery Award. "So I waited and waited for Peter's shadow to appear on my bedroom curtains. Since Wendy, stupid girl, decided to grow up, I thought I might take her place. I would fly with Peter to Neverland and meet Tinker Bell.
"But I worried that if he came when I was asleep, he'd think I didn't want to go with him. I taught myself to sleep in the position Mary Martin took when she flew across the stage so that when Peter saw me, he'd know I wanted to go with him. I still sleep that way. But now, I put a pillow over my knee, and I'm starting to lose faith in Peter."
Schlitz was granted her wish a year or so after her 50th birthday. Aided by a group of perceptive second-graders, she met a fairy named Flory and got to know her quite well. But like many long-deferred dreams, the experience didn't turn out exactly as she had imagined.
"Before I ever saw Flory, I heard her voice," says Schlitz, 54, "and the first words she spoke were, 'How stupid you are.' "
Flory is the title character of Schlitz's newest novel, "The Night Fairy," which is being released Tuesday. The book is about a young fairy who scrambles to survive after she loses her wings and is plunked down in a garden full of predators.
In 2007, a classroom of Park students, then 7 and 8 years old, became the novelist's editorial board.
"As an author, you think you know where the good parts and the bad parts are," Schlitz says. "And then you read to a group of children, and you learn when you're boring them, and you hurry through those sections to get to the parts where they're interested again. You start to get a sense of your story's rhythm and flow."
The kids also provided feedback that changed her story in very specific ways. Daniel Neiman, now 11, told Schlitz, "Flory knows all about magic, but she doesn't know how to make a friend" - an observation so apt it became the novel's theme.
"By the next draft, I had narrowed my focus," Schlitz says. "Flory is competent and resilient, but she doesn't have an ounce of social skills.
"People tend to associate fairies with princesses, but they couldn't be more different. Princesses have dynastic and domestic pressures, and they get parked on glass hills. Fairies don't have families. They don't clean or cook. They sip nectar from flowers and dance by the light of the moon."
All the students insisted that each chapter have its own title instead of just a number, but it was Rebecca Detling-Edsall who provided several, including the just-right "Daylight" to head Chapter 2.
Jack Sheehy convinced Schlitz that Flory's confrontation with a potentially lethal black and orange spider couldn't be just a discussion - it had to get physical. And Meg Piper was horrified at Schlitz's plan to make the loss of Flory's wings permanent.
"Flory needed her wings to get about," says the 11-year-old Meg. "Without them, she had to depend on the squirrel. But what would she do if he ran away?"
The ease with which the kids can recall and discuss details from the novel is startling. These youngsters were read Schlitz's manuscript exactly once, three years ago. Since then, they have not seen the book, listened to it, skimmed through it or been reminded of key plot points by their teachers.
And yet, Catherine Orman, called Cat, has no trouble quoting her favorite line verbatim: "A fairy godmother is an excellent thing, but a fairy mother is a disaster."
It would be easy to get the wrong idea about a woman like Schlitz, who talks seriously of the habits and character traits of imaginary beings. This is a woman whose personal reading taste runs to the novels of Trollope and Dickens, and her appearance is a gesture toward the Victorian era.
She has long white hair flowing in ringlets down her back, and gold Gothic-styled earrings centered by a blood red stone. Schlitz is 4 feet 11 inches, and has enormous eyes the color of bluebells and soft hands.
"Laura is like a kid, herself," Daniel says. "She has such a playful mind."
But nothing about the author is fey, and nothing is remotely sentimental. Schlitz is a gimlet-eyed realist, and her books don't sugarcoat life's ambiguities.
Flory is abrasive, manipulative and self-centered. She stings whatever an animal threatens to attack, sometimes without waiting to find out the beast's intentions. In "The Hero Schliemann," Schlitz's children's biography about the man who discovered Troy, the main character is simultaneously benefactor and villain.
Both the fairy and the explorer possess admirable qualities, but they are far from perfect, and the kids seem to appreciate being leveled with.
As Cat, 11, puts it: "I told my mother that Flory is definitely not a fairy for sissies. She's a real person."
That honesty helped Schlitz win the 2008 Newbery Award for "Good Masters! Sweet Ladies!" a collection of monologues spoken by children living in a medieval village. Schlitz's version of town life in 1255 is populated with fleas, maggots and lice - of the insect and human variety - but also with nobler specimens who display kindness, courage and wit.
The award brought Schlitz a widespread attention that previously had eluded her.
There was, for instance, the awful book signing in 2006, arranged by her publisher for Schlitz's second novel, "A Drowned Maiden's Hair."
"Not one person came," Schlitz says. "I read my book aloud for almost a half-hour to an empty room. There was just one clerk from the bookstore sitting in the back, and he had his arms crossed over his chest. It was clear my book wasn't his cup of tea.
"I thought if I read brilliantly, it might attract an audience, so I kept going. A woman did sit down, but she was looking for a place to rest while she talked on her cell phone. Afterwords, I felt enormously deflated."
About 18 months later, on a return visit to the bookstore, she ran into the clerk who had witnessed her humiliation.
"He said, 'You're an author, aren't you? How are you doing?' and there was a look of pity on his face. I drew myself up to my full height, which at that moment was 12 foot 7. I said, 'I'm doing, very well, thank you. This year, I won the Newbery.' "
Flory herself couldn't have put it better.
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'The Night Fairy' By Laura Amy Schlitz. Candlewick Press, $16.99, 117 pages.