"Bough Down," the first book by artist Karen Green, arrives trailing a train of sorrow. Green was married to writer David Foster Wallace, who committed suicide in September 2008. He was 46. Green has surfaced intermittently since then, giving few interviews. In 2009, at an exhibit in South Pasadena, she showed a piece called "The Forgiveness Machine," a 7-foot-long device into which one placed a piece of paper inscribed with what you wanted forgiven; the paper emerged, shredded, from the other end of the machine. The exhibition, one of her first public appearances since her husband's death, was draining for Green, and she told an interviewer that she struggled to make it through. She never used the machine herself.
"Bough Down" is a book of prose poems interspersed with collages the size of a few postage stamps. It's not about forgiveness so much as the excruciating difficulty of living with someone terminally depressed and, after his death, the long, lonely aftermath. The book is mournful and a touch angry but also generous of heart and even, in rare moments, lightly comic. Throughout she enacts Auden's definition of poetry: "the clear expression of mixed feelings."
She writes about finding Wallace's body hanging on their patio. "I worry I broke your kneecaps when I cut you down," she says. "I keep hearing that sound."
There are traces of him everywhere — a bag scented by his American Spirits, some leftover pills that she pops in desperate moments, the dogs he treasured. (Wallace reportedly considered giving up writing at one point and opening a dog shelter). His ashes sit "in a foil-wrapped box next to portraits of our moms, reflecting sunlight."
"I keep your deodorant, which I use sparingly," she writes. "I make a slimy mustache with it before I tuck in." There's something almost playful about that "slimy mustache," as if she knows that this deodorant is an insufficient totem. Gooey and evanescent, one day it'll be gone.
That familiar smell may be a comfort, but Green finds that once-beautiful memories threaten to curdle: "It's hard to remember tender things tenderly," she says, regretfully.
A couple of years ago, Green told the Guardian that she had difficulty being "the professional widow." In "Bough Down," when forced to appear in public, she becomes "the doppelganger widow" and "shows up at the most prestigious service draped on the smartest and meanest support guy." (The support guys are a clutch of unnamed friends, acquaintances, family, the sort of people who appear in the wake of a tragedy and whose visits become more fraught and less frequent.)
Eventually she forces herself to move, from Pomona to Northern California. It's fire season, a time when the sunset is painted — and who but a painter could come up with a description like this? — in "the eye shadow palette of the apocalypse."
"There is the thing itself," Green observes, "and then there is the predicament of its cavity." This book doesn't fill that cavity (what can?). It only traces its contours — powerfully, gorgeously.
Silverman's work has appeared in the New York Times, Slate, the New Republic, and many other publications.
Siglio: 188 pp., $36
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